Why hello there...

Well well well look who it is... haha so i finally felt an urge to write on my blog after a 6 month hiatus. Dont know why it took so long, i guess i just felt as if i had nothing really important to share.

Well a few things haveee happened in my life since my last blog. Hmm first off i want to talk about my faith and how its growing everyday. Ever since i came back to God and gave myself to him, there isnt a day that goes by where i just sit down during my random QT moments and just thank him. Everytime i do have these moments, i get this chill down my spine and i feel so rejuvenated and blessed and its this crazy feeling i cant explain. Because of this i have a new prespective on life, i live not for myself, but for the Big man and his bigger plan that he has in store for me. I think i know what it is, but it is still kind of shaky, im just gonna have to have faith and let God lead me in the right direction.

I just got back from Sault Ste. Marie where i was on a Detachment 2nd in Command course, did alot of cool stuff like shoot at tanks and make them blow up, fired over 800rds and yah, all in all I learned alot. I took that time while at the army to really show my new faith in God, and talk to people about it. Mind you i wasnt preaching but just talking and i think and i hope some people did take i to heart and saw how God has changed me and maybe one way or another it will impact their lives too. I did my best to pray and read the bible every night, but because they swamped us with work it was very had to balance but God knows i did my best to manage.



heres some BIG NEWS... i had lunch with my dad and sister yesterday because my dad wanted to have a talk with us. And in this little sit down he told me and my sister that he is going to be getting re-married. I've met the ah juh mah before but never really talked to her, shes a little shy and i dont blame her. I mean shes a small korean ah juh mah meeting her new fiances kids who are alot older and especially since theres a language barrier it makes it that much harder. My thoughts on this whole thing is, veryyyy positive. My dad worked his ass off to raise me and my sister, and he did it all by himself. And now since my dad has found someone who makes him happy, that makes me soooo happy... i cant think of a person who deserves to be happy more than my father. I also think hes starting to get really lonely, i mean me and my sister are rarely home and when my dad gets home, its usually to an empty house... so with this new change its gonna be a very healthy change. ALSO!!! with this new package comes a new little step sister. Shes in grade 10. so i believe she is 15yrs old... her name is seo hyun, is sick at the guitar and has aspirations to become a doctor. So i think its gonna be pretty cool, haha i finally get to be a big brother... i wonder if shes gonna hate me for being protective cuz if she ever brings a guy home im gonna sort him out right quick, hahahaha... but im also gonna be that brother where i drive her to the mall with her friends and pick her up etc. so it'll def be a love hate relationship haha. anyways im pretty excited about it cuz its gonna be very different...

what else is thereeee??? hmmmm

OH yes leading into my next point, after having that dinner it really motivated me to continue doing what im doing and stay focused on my goals for this summer, as young as we are, or i am i dont feel young and i feel as if times going by so fast. I reallly believe i need to get my career going and start making choices not based on short term pleasures, but long term securities. Saving money, investing in my future and not spending money just on stupid things. People, friends and families are growing into new stages and i need to catch up!... so cheers to the future! and cheers to the strength and wisdom from God to help us persevere through any and all hard times.



OK thats all i can think of right now, hope my life didnt bore you too much!

later days!