soo i am definitely new to this whole blogging thing... i know its been around for awhile now, but never did i have the urge to start one until recently. I dont know what triggered this urge but i do know lately there have been alot of issues that have been kinda bothering me....anddd i think this may help? and also i think itd be good to have something to do when im either 1)procrastinating from studying and 2) when im bored out of my mind.
so for starters i want to rant about myself and my uncontrollable laziness i've been fighting since i got back from the army this summer. I told myself id finish up all the loose ends of my e-business i want to start but i for some reason can't just sit down open up the files and do my research or create the different workouts and nutrition plans i need to actually have content to put up on my website... but there have been external factors that have definitely affected my ability to do such tasks. For instance i just moved and during this move my dad has had alot of financial problems with unexpected expenses that came up and the money i was saving to invest into my business went to my dad to help him pay for those expenses. Close to $4000 which is what i wanted to invest but now i have to start those savings up all over again. The reallllll shitty part is im a student and the only time i work fulltime is in the summer so saving up that kind of money is almost impossible when you work parttime and go to school fulltime. So those plans are ONCE again going to be delayed until next summer and hopefully i can have a steady income throughout the year so i can atleast save up some money and have a head start... because i also plan on going to korea in the summer of 2010. We shall see how that pans out, because i am really passionate about this business i want to create and i know it will do big things for me in the future. Also there has been several family affairs going on within my family that i hope are resolved... One is with my father, he seems to be in a rut because of the recession and i really hope he gets out of it because lately whenever i see him we ALWAYS argue about something and anything. I dont want our relationship to be this way because he has sacraficed alot for me and i look up to him with the utmost respect but when he expresses all this negative emotions towards me i cant help but reciprocate them back to him. I try to bite my tougne sometimes but other times i cant help it. So i pray that something positive changes in his work life to help ease the stress off of him. Also within my family as in my aunts and uncles have been arguing aswell. My aunt who always hosts christmas dinner decided she did not want to host it this year simply because she is not getting along with the other aunts and uncles and usually my family is VERY close knit and to hear about this came to a BIG surprise. I find it unfortunate that its come so far that she decided to break tradition but there are all grown adults and im sure and i really do hope they reconcile there differences and realize that they are family and whatever differences they may have should not let it divide the family in half. Another thing that is bothering me is my inability to go out and market myself for my personal training business. I keep coming up with lame excuses like oh im moving so i'll do it after or simply because im just unmotivated. I created the flyers, i paid for them and all i need to do is just give them out to respective businesses that target the same market as i am trying to aquire. BUT i have decided today that i will do all that tomorrow after my 8am class. After this blog i should definitely find a list of different businesses that i can drive around to and see which ones will help me promote my small business.
ALSO!!! i cant get off my ass and go hit the GYM! its been ahwile since i hit the gym and i miss it sooooo much but for some reason when the time comes i just dont move. I tell myself everyday ok tomorrow you're gonna hit the gym and get back into shape... but nooooo everyday is the same. Hopefully when next monday comes i will go hit the gym... i'll let you know if i do or not because its so very important to me to stay in shape but this laziness is like some sort of disease that has infected my body and i will destory it, i MUST destroy it before it destroys me!
well anyways i think i've complained enough.... i feel alot better actualy... maybe this wont be the first and last blog i enter.. we shall see... until next time people
later days
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